정말

ね。。
本当にここにもういない。。か。。
毎日あなたの写真を見ているけど。。
なぁ。。
上々に信じれるようになっているって言うか。。
分からないね。。。
会いたいし、一緒に撮った写真はあまりないから。。後悔しているよ。。もっと撮ればいいのに。。
もう知ってるでしょ、私の記憶はよくないこと。。
助けてネ～あなたと一緒に作った記憶ことを忘れない。。ね？

Espero que tu comprendes a japonés en su mundo..

RIP Jennifer Shih

As much sacrifice I had to make today, it was definitely worth it.
Although tears and hiccups were constantly bursting out, I had my closure.
You heard my voice right?

Our San-Raf crew (well, minus Natalie) came today to see you and your family.
I hope you enjoyed our presence today and I hope you remember us when you move on to the new world you'll be in..

Thanks for letting your mom recognize me. I was so worried thinking what if she just sees me as a stranger, but after the big 'welcome/thank you' hug I got from her, I felt relieved.

Every time I eat (basically anything), you automatically pop up in my head. We just have too many memories with FOOD! OMG SoonDooBu(!), BiBimBab, Silk(you used your water bottle to drink your silk every morning!), Dimsum, BulGoGi, Frozen Yogurt (the one next to our apt), Chile Chocolate (not that I can get them anymore..), GOAT milk (haha your funny experience of it~), DUMPLING (you always ate those), KKAKDOOGI, anything that's SUPREMELY SPICY.. etc etc etc..

I dunno.. It's still hard to believe you're really not here anymore..
But don't worry Jenn, I won't forget you :]
I miss you..but now instead of holding onto you, I'll let you go now...

Rest in peace Jenn, our fufu <3
06/20/1986 ~ 10/05/2008

So Sudden...

Every year, I wonder why God put me in this situation..
"It won't happen next year.. God won't let this happen again.."
.. yet it happens... again..
Nowadays I ponder, "Who will it be next year? Will I be too late by then?"

Friends ask why I take so much of my time to hang out with everyone..
I forgot what my answer was then, but now I remember..

It is so this feeling won't occur again.. regret
I hate myself every time I use the phrase, "If only"..
Just like right now, "IF only I planned it better to see her at that time.."

I had no idea it was coming.. no one did..
She was the most healthy, positive, and a great friend of mine..
There was no reason for HIM to take her away so early in our life..
She had a long future ahead ... So young..
It infuriates me that He, once again, didn't give me a chance to see her one last time..

The more friends I make, the more distress I become..
"Who's next in my life?" ..

I miss you Jenn..

Fall 2008 Schedule

This just looks messy and inefficient..
If only I knew the "Berkeley Time"...

RIP 최진실

An actress who I admired ever since I was young.. It's very unfortunate that she had to end her life herself..

rest in peace
12.24.1968 - 10.01.2008

하늘

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늘 마주보고 있을 수 있단 사실만으로도 난 행복해

2008.10.01 23:55 윤하 미니홈피 Drive your life↗